Scrap Note: Don't ask, never Tell

I don’t know. And,
As I said, it doesn’t matter…

Doesn’t matter if I were here all alone,
It doesn’t matter even if you are with her,
I just call to know that you are sound and safe.

Doesn’t matter if I have to wait, staring longingly at the front door
Doesn’t matter that the dinner had gone cold, and you said you are held at work
It doesn’t matter even if you are smelled like her, and work called asking why you wasn’t there today

Doesn’t matter that you never held me like you used too, I’m not cold and shivering, I am not.
Doesn’t matter that we never talked, I afraid that I can’t, talk to you that’s it.

It doesn’t matter that you act like I’m not around, as long as you are around.
It doesn’t matter that I only hold your shirt at night at our bed as you held her at hers.
It doesn’t matter that I cried every time you went to hers, the tears dried the time you came back.

Doesn’t matter that they said he doesn’t love me anymore, and I shouldn’t too.
It doesn’t matter how loud they whisper, doesn’t matter how foolish I looked like.
It doesn’t matter how often you stray, it doesn’t matter how far you go or how long

I just want to be right there, when you are back, -at me- at our home, like you always do.

As I said I don’t know, and I don’t want to know…

It doesn’t matter, As long as, I don’t ask, you will never tell.